With almost surgical precision. The more we talked about it the more I liked it as she spelled it out to me.It was working on one o'clock—4:00 p.m. ...n a Friday in D.C., she tartly pointed out—so I needed to get cracking if I was going to follow her advice. I still delayed long enough to go down and snatch up one of the last sandwiches remaining on the dining room sideboard for my lunch, partly because I figured I'd be pretty hungry by dinner and partly to give myself a couple of minutes to mull. "Oh yea, Lois, you be bad. Bouncing round outside bare ass naked. You want the brothas to get you don't you? Well now we got you. And Lavarr and me don't let go when we got us a white slut and slave." Oh yea, paperboy, I'll be your slut and slave."Jerome slid his hands down my belly and probed his fingers deep into my wet pussy while Lavarr sucked and squeezed my tits harder and harder."Let's take this slut in the house, Lavarr."Jerome released me while Lavarr took his lips and hands off my. He gave me lots of advice about making things easier for me. One of those things was not bothering getting dressed, and then at bedtime getting undressed, but to just wear my dressing gown. Made a lot of sense.My new-found freedom gave me the opportunity to explore things that I had never done, but I had a serious mental blockage. I was only allowed to take showers under Andrews's supervision. The reason for this was obvious, had I attempted it on my own and slipped I could easily have injured. .. I guess I was trying manipulate you but I didn't expect you to come back to me. Even then I knew that wouldn't be best for you and I want what is best for you more than I want anything else."Early felt his guts twist. He was engaged in a sort of emotional judo. Every time he lashed out at her, he felt like he was kicking a puppy, and his self-disgust out-weighed any pleasure the emotional hitting may have brought him. And most frustrating to him, he didn't think he was any closer to.