I could feel the detachment from both of them, but Allie pitied me. She knew I was out of the loop and she felt enough for me to feel bad about it. Bu... it didn't stop her. To be honest, I never really minded what had become of us. I got to see more than I ever could have hoped. I gained great joy from watching the pair of them cuddle on the couch, naked, watching a movie, gently groping each other's breasts as if they thought I wouldn't notice. Sometimes, I think they even played for me. Once,. She looked up at me and continued, ‘Yesterday morning, I decided that I was not going to let David hurt me any more. I made up my mind that I was not going back to him. I would stay here, get a job and start a new life. Then, when we got back from dinner, I realized that I really did want to start a new life, but…I want you to be a big part of that life. ‘John, I was afraid that I had taken advantage of you. I thought that I had only considered what I wanted and not thought of you. It looks. A few days later I was talking to him and asked him if he remembered anything about the other night. He just smiled a little. I told him I needed his help on some project in one of the labs. 2 or 3 rooms down from the lab was the toilet, so I led him past the lab and in to one of the toilet stalls. I pushed him up against the stall door and gave him a smile. When he smiled back I knew he wanted a repeat of the other night so I pulled him in and we stood there making out for a good 5 minutes. Come, let’s go figure out something for dinner, and then after that, we can see about what we can do for entertainment,” I said as I gave her a soft kiss on her mouth.“Okay,” she said as she looked into my eyes with love. “Mmmm, I can definitely think about something that we can do later that would be very entertaining ... Master,” she said with a grin.My talk with Mrs. Sullivan was still fresh in my mind. Maybe she was right in that CC didn’t really understand what she was asking for. Perhaps.