I have never felt this type of helplessness in my life and I have endured many things. I don't know why it is affecting me so much. Tonight I was maki...g dinner when I heard voices in the garage. Dan brought home a man for me to service. I had only made enough food for the two of us so I was out of luck for dinner tonight. I was told to become a foot rest for the guest as they ate dinner. I laid on the floor under the table and he put his feet on my face for the entire time he ate dinner. It was. Yanking her arms above her head, he used the rope she kept for bdsm play, to tie them to the bed. He moved down to her legs, tying her ankles to her thighs and then tying them to the opposite ends of the bed, leaving her exposed to the world. Silent tears started falling from her panic stricken face. She was used to bdsm play, but had never imagined something like this could happen to her. Even as submissive as she was, she still held ultimate control. Her safe word and gestures could put a. It will be embarrassing but I can just about imagine that.However, if she chooses to cane me. I will have to lay over the bolster on the table. Jenny says once in position you are very exposed, and Mistress will instruct you to open your legs for her. You will be displayed in all your shame before her and then it is impossible to keep still and retain your modesty under punishment. Mistress will see everything. Jenny says that is what Mistress enjoys, the power over you.I washed thoroughly. Notwithstanding, I still felt a little excited about all those clothed people around me.Then I saw some of the guys that I had met on the pond yesterday. I walked up to them, and they welcomed me warmly in their group.One of the girls looked at me and then said, "Where is your towel?" Towel?" I asked. I acted as if I was very surprised, but I sure knew why she asked me this."Yes, to cover up when you need to cross the road."I smiled at her and said, "I didn't have a towel with me. I thought you.