Me: everyone does it, but we don’t need to talk about it.We left the topic and the day went by. At night we came to our room for sleepHim: can I als... watch porn with you todayMe: umm. Ok but don’t tell anyoneWe started watching and I got so hard and was trying to rub my dick over my shorts and he was doing the same.Him: your dick is hard, don’t be a shy bro, you can take it out and play with it. We are just guys here.Me: no it’s awkward. I don’t do things like this.Him: is it ok if I take out. He finished eating, and looking at his watch, feigning the lateness of the hour, excused himself from his friends. He glanced back at Elise and was gratified to see her glance in his direction as he strode out the door. She gave him a smile and quick wave, both of which he returned before striding out into the cool night. Robert’s departure left a cool spot on Elise’s right side as the heat of his body dissipated in the air of the pub. Oddly, Elise missed that warmth, the hard muscle of his. I started to wonder what they were talking about though even though I suspected I already knew, I had gotten looks from some of the Hispanics before and was used to being a token white(est) guy, so it didn't surprise or offend me that I got some attention. When I was done I went back to the locker room to hit the shower. Because of the size of the gym there were not shower stalls, but few communal showers. I felt a little weird about this, but I had already decided not to be shy so I went for. . I’m just not ready. After the strike party we all went to Denny’s and I asked her to drop me off before they went home.”“But that would have been at...”“About 1:00.”“Oh dear.”“Don’t worry, Mom. You were quiet. I went right to sleep.” I’d finished dressing and was debating whether to try to sneak past or just boldly go out and face the music with Andi. I could tell that I needed a shave.“Honey ... Please, Cali. Understand this. No matter what my relationship is with Dag, you are my daughter.