I am really going to need it.I literally sway as I go back in and with Mom out of the room, Dexter has become bolder. He talks about my shirt and wha... the beer bottle did to it earlier. For fun, he decides he wants to see more. So I very reluctantly wipe the bottle against the side of my right breast. It goes transparent. He grins. Realizing this isn’t that bad, I do the same for my left breast. Dexter appears to be vibrating.“May I?” he says.I’m pretty sure I know what he means and I. Work wasn't overly difficult today but I've been stressed out a lot lately.As I laid in the tub, I started to think about my One. He loves to bath me, wash me, caress me in the tub. He treats me like his "little girl" and I love that. But it had been a while since I had masturbated and came. I haven't been in the "mood" which is also very unusual for me. I laid in the hot steaming tub starting to prune up, thinking it was time to drain the water. I looked at the brass taps as I pulled the plug. I wish I still worked under you. Definitely getting more suggestive. I wish I still got to see you every day and daydream about you grabbing me and taking me. I wonder what you would do if I just hit send on that… I’m so glad we have different phones, so you can’t see how much I’ve been typing thinking about just how to reply. I don’t have to explain that I want to tell you that I’ve been thinking about all those times we had to look at the same paperwork or the same screen, that you were so. After a few years, we separated, and since then I have been living quite alone. I give tuition to a number of boys and girls, and they are the only visitors I allow in my flat.Last sunday a student of mine rang the doorbell quite early in the morning. The previous night I had slept late, and so I asked her (let’s call her Rupa) to wait at the study while I freshened up. It took me about half an hour to finish my toilet and make tea. When I entered my study, I found her sitting at the desk,.