"Rebecca but don't you see? Being afraid and still going through withwhat you're doing is what bravery is all about. Doing things that you'renot afrai... of isn't brave. You're like the bravest and strongest person Iknow," she says as she kisses my cheek.I slightly laugh. "Hey this person you're talking about sounds prettyamazing, maybe you can introduce me to her sometime."She glares at me for a second before she realized I was just teasing her,then she grabs a pillow and tries to smack me with. But they didn't know. None of them did. I was alone and it wasn't fair at all.Coach was waiting for me, or he soon would be. And then Matt and Lance and John, they'd be waiting for me too. I thought about the day to come and I didn't want any of it. I wasn't going to get up ever again, I thought. I'd just stay in bed forever. I felt like a little kid again and that made me feel worse somehow.What was Kyle thinking, I wondered. What did he think about last night? Would he still like me now that. .what is the arrangement exactly? I enquired, trembling with nervousness. He got up and walked towards me, You have a great body, Alivia, a beautiful face, nice round tits and an ass of a Goddess He stood in front of me and gave me his hand. He smelt musky. I grabbed it nervously and he helped me up from my chair. Then he shamelessly shoved his hand inside my skirt, under my panties and felt the wetness of my pussy on his fingers. He was staring right into my eyes as I looked at him in shock. Mr. White was a proud man. He might say that unlike his wife’s stacks of unread books, he reads the paper from ‘front to back every damn day’. ‘A mans gotta know what’s going on the world he lives in.’ he might say as he deposits the paper into his recycling bin. If a person asked him, could he tell what those news papers contained over the past thirty years. ‘It’s always somebody screwing someone else in one way or another, classifieds are always full of stuff for sale and you can never tell.