This is what I have now." He took a wing into his hands, stroking the bottom corner, tracing the patterns of the feathers."Are you going to ask the 'w...y me' question now? You will never get a good answer to that. There are no reasons, no master plan. Things happen and we have to live with them." Is this your motivational speech? I'm not buying it." I don't do motivation. I can feel that you don't need it anyway. Everything has aligned and you are one of the major fulcrums. Every action you take. I'm home!"It was a busy week for Ed. He was covering for Bill at the factory and he was getting used to being married. Penny and Bill had married and Cindy was nominally living with them. Every day she didn't have school Cindy managed to be up in West Brattleboro with Sally and Ed. Ed wasn't fooled, for he knew it was Paul that was the attraction for her.Sally and Ed were concerned for her. She seemed to have this obsession for Paul. Maybe it was because she had declared her love for him. Penny. Donna's fifteenth birthday bash was of a very different nature than Carol's. It started with our dropping rafts into an inaccessible stretch of river from four large helicopters; we needed four because Donna had invited thirty of her closest friends. We jumped in after the rafts, and were going to whitewater raft down to where the oldies would set up a party on the side of the river.Donna had told Mom, "It'll be my last chance to have fun like that because I'll be too mature after this. Dodged a bullet there I went upstairs and poured a glass of wine and masturbated thinking about coach. The Saturday before the Cincinnati tournament, the k** brought home a schedule that coach had made, Wednesday were games starting at noon, on Thursday he had him and my husband’s name playing golf at 1pm and it stated that they were looking for more guys to play. I figured the more they had the longer I had to play with Biggie, a good thing. Friday was an off day where everyone went to King’s.