" I said, greatly relieved, and trying to regain my composure. Because a computer lesson was out of the question I said, "I think I better go home now..." I did not say, "I want to go home now," because that would have been dishonest."You mustn't go home yet," Mrs. Henderson said. "Ralph hasn't done anything for himself yet." That's true," Mr. Henderson said, as he motioned for me to get off of his lap. "Lift up your dress," he commanded.As I obeyed, I asked foolishly, "Why?" So I can pull down. .what exactly does that mean?” “It means that my mouth is available to you 24/7 all you have to do is ask and I’ll come to you.” “You mean that if I call you at three o’clock in the morning you’ll come over and suck my cock?’ “Yes.” “I think I’m going to enjoy this cocksucker thing,” he laughed as he headed out the door. I answered my phone about mid-night and Joe said, “Hello homosexual, what are you wearing?” “A pair of burgundy panties,” I answered. “I want my dick sucked. Don’t bother. I had checked out of Island House and was killing time until I had to leave for the airport with a temporary pass to the resort. My clothes in a locker and my naked ass is in the video room! One older man was in there, he looked like Ben Franklin, playing with his cock and sniffing poppers. I came in and sat down and he came over and started sucking me off. I have a hard time with getting oral but I thought I could let him try. A 50ish man came in wearing boxer-briefs with a mesh front pouch,. ''You were fucking your bloody rottweiler! Giving your virginity to your fucking pet dog!''How long were you standing there?' I whispered. 'Long enough,' he growled, looking as if he would enjoy nothing more than slapping me around the face at that very moment. I began to tremble, afraid that now he'd caught me in the act, he would turn away from me. I imagined him telling all our friends, my family... my shameful secret would be public knowledge and I'd never be able to show my face again..