I lived most of my life not knowing I had autism. This gives me a unique perspective. I have done my very best to become an NT. Also I seem to have an...ability to articulate very well how autism affects me. This means I can put it in terms NTs can understand and also other autistics say ‘Yes, that’s exactly what I’ve been going through and what I’ve been wanting to say’. Hopefully other autistics do not feel so alone or weird about themselves after reading this. If you are autistic or suspect. " You had that ONE major zit two weeks ago. It's gone. You're doing good."She smiled. Yes, I pay attention, and yes, she KNOWS I pay attention. I guess it's a delicate little dance. As long as she's smiling when I show up, I'm good with it. And she doesn't HAVE to show up at all, so I'm sure that she's engaging in her own version of the dance.Sherry still shows up. She knows exactly what ISN'T going on, and I think of her as a catalyst, causing things to move around in patterns they might not. I fell to my knees behind her. I pried about her butt-cheeks. I felt so naughty. I buried my face between her butt-cheeks. I licked and rimmed her asshole.SLAP! SLAP!“I'm so sorry, Rosalía!” gasped Mollie. “I was such a cunt to you! I just got carried away.”SLAP! SLAP!“I'm not as disgusting as Essence!” Mollie whimpered.SLAP! SLAP!I savored those sounds as my tongue danced about Rosalía's asshole. I savored her sour musk. Her butt-cheeks clenched every time she smacked her hands down to spank. " I'll take that as a yes," Meredith giggled."I don't know, we're taking it kind of slow," Nikki said. "I don't wanttoo much going on at one time in my life." That's probably a good idea," Sara said, although she did like the ideaof her friend being her girlfriend's cousin."Girls, pizza's here!" Meredith's mother shouted.The girls hurried out of the pool and dried off."Go upstairs and change right quick," she said."Okay, Mrs. Baker!" Nikki said.Nikki put on her shirt with a pair of cutoff.