It seemed funny to me that I was actually calm and at peace with the idea of having a baby; that my biggest concern was ruining my year away. I admitt...d to myself that if that happened, despite all the grief I would get from my parents, I had done the single most important thing I needed to do, perhaps the most important thing for my mental health I would ever do — I had said goodbye to Birgit.I was sure now that I would never, ever be completely over Birgit as I had once thought I would be.. Jim got the message, and grabbed Mary’s head in both hands, skull fucking her, totally focused on his own pleasure. Mary, meanwhile, used her free hand to reach into her shorts to finger her cunt, which was boiling with need. Sucking off this teenager was just the sort of slutty thing Mary loved to do and it turned her on like gangbusters. She moaned around his thrusting prick, adding to their pleasure.Mary now had one hand in her pants and one hand on Jim’s thigh, steadying herself while she. ‘Throw it all in the trash, right next to his fucking corpse.’” Julie thought for another second. “Shit, we’re getting good at this.”“Damn,” Troy said with a yawn as a pair of hound’s-tooth pants went into donate. “I hope not. I don’t want this to be my fallback if the doctorate doesn’t work out.” Julie saw him yawn and did it herself.“Dammit, Troilus, why’ve you gotta go making me tired?”“I got up at midnight to get you from the airport. Guess your parents’ coffee is wearing off.” Julie. ”“What if we do this and it doesn’t work?”“What if we do this and it does?” I gently squeezed her hand. “Look, we have two years before we can marry, anyway. That’s a helluva long engagement.”She sat quietly for a minute. “What if you find someone else?”“I’d have to be looking to find someone,” I replied. “I promise I won’t look.”After another minute: “Do you really love me?”I leaned close to her, and she turned to head to look at me. “Yes.” I looked into her eyes, and her lips parted slightly..