I closed my eyes and felt it coolness come over them. The blindfold was secured, I was in darkness.I felt her arms come around me, press me up against...her, smelling that lovely lavender, "Please...please stay with us..."I don't remember much after that. Being lead up the stairs and outside. gently placed into the backseat of a car. Feeling him next to me. The car moving. And just like that, the car stopped.I heard the car door open and close. Then the door on my right opened. I felt his hands. ’ He pushed the notepad towards her and gestured for her to take a seat. Without warning he began to dictate. ************************************************** ‘Ma, she’s good. I think she would be a good fit.’ Michael spoke around a mouthful of peanuts. Monica Kirkland looked up at her youngest son, her eyes narrowing suspiciously. ‘What about that pretty little brown one from the filing room.’ ‘I wouldn’t use her.’ Matthew bit out brusquely. A nerve ticked in his jaw. He looked at Michael.. Soon after he started to push the tip of his tongue in, I almost came when I felt him penetrating me that way. The next day he used his finger for the first time and I loved it, since then he will work my asshole with his tongue and fingers every night until about a week later when he went to the adult store and bought few butt plugs with different sizes. Days later when I was able to take the biggest plug with no problem he told me that I am ready for him. I was very nervous and excited at the. I sat on the couch and thought I would sleep for a few, until Irealized I was so energetic and not anywhere close to being tired.Instead, I sat and stared at the wall until the morning sun finally caughtup to me, breaking the darkness, filling the cabin with the morning'sfirst light.I sat on the couch looking up at the ceiling, replaying the events of thelast couple of days in my mind. Everything was still so surreal as if itwere really all a dream. My death had been so certain, yet here I.