"No, alright" I mumbled back. I took off my jacket and shirt then unbuckled my trousers and let them fall to my ankles. "Look, he's a panty boy," gigg...ed Vicky. Oh god I had forgotten I was wearing Lucy's panties. I could feel myself going red with embarrassment and at them same time, and I had no idea why, my cock started to swell and stain against the front of the tiny briefs I had on. "There very nice" said Janice sarcastically, "now over my desk John and I think 50 smacks are in order.". Lisa made sex fun. Hell, Lisa made my life fun. Outside of Peter, she was my best friend. And she died in a car wreck. It was senseless, but then, so much of my life didn't make sense I wasn't surprised. Just hurt. I tried to be philosophical about the whole thing; tides roll in, tides roll out and God decided what comes and goes with them. I really believed that - I still believe it - but it wasn't helping me to feel better about knowing the rest of my life would be Lisa-less.I saw later that. ‘I’m a goddess. A Mesopotamian goddess in fact.’‘Yes, very funny.’ I sipped my coffee thinking about the words she mimed whenshe was disappearing but couldn’t quite believe what I was hearing. Slowly as she brought the two plates of eggs and bacon and sat down opposite me. I looked at12them and decide I wanted tomatoes and baked beans as well so I turned around to open the cupboard and take out a can of each. When I turned back again and looked at the plate they were both garnished with fried. I have a feeling that a bunch ofpeople will need it soon."WildBill just nodded. Soon the speakers and mixer were set up whereLarry wanted. Larry powered up all of them as well as his keyboard. TheCloud Being a k a Jennifer was drawn to the pond. Larry started playingJesu Joy of Man's Desiring by Bach. Jennifer screamed, "What are youdoing mortal? You are only one."Larry just remained calm. He said, "That is because my partner is nothere. I also need to warm up. The music is relaxing is it.