I tried to remain outwardly calm, but as these things left me I felt like a lute whose strings were being cut. My heart clenched with a loss I hadn’... felt since my parents died.I could see a slight shimmer in the air around Felurian, some shred of her power returning. I ignored it as I struggled frantically to keep some part of what I had learned. But it was like trying to hold a handful of sand. If you have ever dreamed of flying, then come awake, dismayed to realize you had lost the trick of. This process went on for several minutes until it didn’t hurt any more ,he was poking ,and prodding me with ease now. I began to moan.Then is when I really reached the point of feelling like a total bitch! Without warning he pulled out with a pop, flipped me over on my back, and placed my legs on his shoulder,, I started to beg like a little boy please, please, don’t ; knowing what he was about to do,,, pay back is a mutha fucker.He dove in with no mercy ,but since he had took it slow before it. She absolutely hated it. Being pepped up in a tight little school-girl outfit, and having to spend her day with her nose buried in some old book was definitely NOT the way this girl liked spending her day. Sitting next to the window, looking out through it, minding her own business instead of spending any time whatsoever focusing on what was being taught during her classes. She did however keep passing grades somehow, being quite used to anything advanced, however never being a big fan of. Cracked my head. Lay out there for a couple of hours. Dislocated the shoulder, broke the leg and fractured my wrist. Damnfool thing to do; foot slipped." You hurting?" Not much. Got some pain pills. Guy from the hospital, sometimes it's a nurse, comes around almost every day and checks up on me. But I can get out of bed, get to the toilet. And I can pull on shorts but not my shirt."He was bare-chested with a towel around his scrawny neck, and I noticed the frizzy white hair on his wrinkled.