When I couldn't think of any reason to tell him no, he'd suggested that we could hang out at his house for a while, and then go back to the water park...later if we felt like it. Of course, going back to Aaron's house had brought up concerns about Cody, who I definitely wasn't very fond off. Aaron seemed less concerned, suggesting that it wasn't a big deal, and twenty bucks would buy us privacy. That didn't sit well with me either, and I told him so. I also asked why he let the little shit get. .. slut of a girl you are.' As he follows Jess upstairs my mind is in turmoil. Jess isn't like that; what am I trying to prove to myself here? Or ... and I new this was possible, ... had my mind envisaged Jess acting out my own yearnings for Dan, when I was her age? Just what did I want them to be doing upstairs together? As I place down her school blazer I see my hands are trebling at that prospect.Quietly, I make my way up the stairs to the landing. Creeping up to Jess's bedroom I can hear. “You’re going to pay your fucking rent this month!” Delia said. “If you have to whore your ass out, instead of giving it away all the damn time for coke lines!” Delia opened the front door and waved with her hand, “Go on! Get out of here. Go sell that pussy! Make something of yourself for a change.” Leila stood up and looked deep into her friend’s eyes. She was deeply hurt. “You’d make me do that?” Delia had a flicker of sympathy, but it passed. She couldn’t keep enabling this screw-up.. Settling down underneath a tree, I listened to the frogs' croakin' and watched some fish jumpin'. Sunset was coming and there wasn't a prettier sight on the farm. I wanted to enjoy it since I didn't know when I'd be back again. As my eyes stared out at my surroundings, my mind drifted back to Michael and that first night in his apartment... xxXxxAfter our shower experience, we dressed and I followed Michael back to his apartment. He ordered us a pizza and when it came, we sat at his kitchen.