I remember distinctly how soft, yet so hard it was. It was like velvet, but hard as anything. I was as hard as I ever was and my own cock seemed to gr...w even longer and felt like it would just break out of its skin, it began twitching uncontrollably. Charlie asked, "do you like it". "mmm hmm" was all I could manage. Charlie told me, "now move up and down on it" and I began to jerk Johnny off with my mouth. Johnny said, "watch the teeth, don't sc**** it". Charlie laughed and started jerking me. Some of them felt my breasts and fingered me, but they were much too slow for me. I got most of my sexual pleasure from an occasional one-night stand with an older guy, or daily masturbation.It was then that I met Michael. He'd actually been out with Maureen twice, but she said he was too forward for her. Michael was a student teacher who, during his holiday was working as an orderly on my Ward. He lived across from the Hospital, with his father who was divorced.On our first date, he soon had. “You can’t be jealous, Bobby.”“I know. It just makes me feel funny.”“Look,” she said. “If I go out with any of them it won’t be any different than when I was going out with Steve. I’m not going to fool around with them. That’s why I have you.” She grinned at me like she’d made a funny joke. “Besides,” she went on, “I’m supposed to act that way. People would think it was strange if I didn’t.”“You’re right,” I said. “I know. I just don’t like feeling like this, that’s all.”“You’re sweet,” she. It was a late night already and we were txting back and forth with dirty messages and then decided on phone sex. He kept talking about how I sucked, licked and fucked his anus with my fingers. He kept saying how sexy I made him feel by being in control of his ass! I couldn't forget that it was his and my first time doing something like that. But most of all I couldn't forget the taste and the smell of his ass. Somehow I found myself wanting more of him. The phone sex got steamier. I decided not.