Now she had to devise a way to make her life work and it wasn’t easy. Colin wanted to help, but Emily had to heal her pain on her own and no one els... could do it for her. Instead, he offered a safe place to be when the monsters of her life hid under her bed and came out to haunt her at night. It wasn’t the first time she had lain in his bed, fully clothed, in a fetal position and he would hold her until the trembling stopped. She would then fall into a fitful sleep mumbling and crying softly. Walking back across Waikiki beach to return the board to the rental place, I saw a girl sunning on the sand. She was lying on a towel on one of those woven roll-up mats and had on a bikini. I used the term bikini somewhat loosely … what she had on was a bikini. I had never really believed the old saw about clothes making the woman. That is, a woman is what she was, the clothes were just a decoration, not the essence of the woman. In this special case though, I was quick to concede that this. Here I am.”“Did daddy hit you?” she asked looking at my face.It was tempted to say yes and get some sympathy out of this, but I didn’t bother.“We haven’t gotten along very well since you guys left,” I remarked.“You put up with him for over two years?”“Yeah!”“Well, you are welcome here for as long as you need. We have an extra bedroom, just move in!”“I don’t want your pity, I could pay you something maybe some kind of rent?”“If that’s what you want, then go ahead,” Susan said.“Thanks,” I said. I was happy like anything at the same time confused how to start as its very easy to say but doing is a little different thing anyway I moved forward and kissed on her lips, her eyes were down and she as shivering so does my hands. I put my hands on her shoulders and again started kissing on her lips gently at the same time my hands were moving on her back.This slow and gentle lovemaking continues for another 15 min and we became more comfortable now then I hugged her and inserted my tongue.