"Oh shit." I thought, aloud."What?" Brian asked, looking to see what I was looking at.Kevin glared at me through the plexi-glass that divided our sect...on from theirs. If looks could kill, I'd be as dead as a door nail. To be a smart ass, I smiled and waved at him. He took his seat and picked up a newspaper, using it to help him ignore me."Oh, shit. He looks pissed at you." Brian chuckled. "What did you do?" Put him in his place. What time is it?" I answered, before realizing that my break was. 1. Attitude. Most important. The bitch needs to have a can do attitude above all else. She needs to be eager to please, eager to show off, eager to do just about any perverse sexual thing that she is told to do without question and hesitation. She needs to love sex, being used sexually, and love getting people off. This isn't quite the same as having a slave mentality, but for our purposes she should be eager to give pleasure without reciprocation. One of the best attitude assistants in my mind. Too much for me. My brain has gone to mush now, can’t keep it all in my head.’ ‘Oh, so you wouldn’t want to dance with me once more.’ I was shaking my head, believing that she wanted to go back to dancing classes. So I mentioned. ‘Well actually I was thinking of stopping going to the classes.’ ‘No, Jack. Not classes. I need a partner for a Ball I have to go to. It’s work related, Dinner, speeches and dancing to a live band. It will be very posh. Long Frocks and Dinner jackets. It would be nice. I couldn't believe the bitch was going to pass the baby off as ours. Surely she had to suspect it wasn't mine? I mean our sex life was practically zero.I tossed and turned for a couple of hours. I started watching Kelly peacefully sleep with a small smile on her face and it made me want to grab a gun and shoot her. So I got up and went downstairs to my study.I must admit I did look at my gun and considered it but that was a weak way to go. What did I really know?Going through the years up to.