" I don't, I'm going to go have a drink, then go back to bed." I said that only because I was wide awake all of a sudden."Where are you going then, ma...be I'll join you?" he asked."I didn't invite you and I don't know any quiet clubs up here yet," I said."Unless you like Willie Nelson there are none," Simon said. "Hold on how are you fixed for balls?" What the hell do you mean?" I asked."There is a biker bar out on the road by the county sports complex. They only sell beer and dope, but they say. To make things worse this was apparently his 3rd wedding and for some reason I had to go, I tried everything in my power to get out of it I even asked my 20 year old brother if I could go and stay with him but he turned round and said he was being dragged as well. The Friday morning came and I went down stairs to see my big b*o sat at the breakfast bar drinking coffee and talking to my parents, we had grown up close together and I saw him as my closet friend. I could talk about anything to. I wasntwasn't thinking 'love-making' at all just straight hard, sweaty, grunting pussy stuffing animal sex.I came hard and fell asleep soon after. Sometime in the middle of the night, I awoke and did it again, this time I saw fleeting images of my new friend Pete's face.WTF!Or maybe it was a dream.Whatever it was, I knew I wanted to go through with it. I called Pete.Pete:This time we met at my house, in the evening. She was just going to park in the driveway and come in but I persuaded her to. The visit had left John feeling tired which just confirmed that he needed to look after his health better. However it was getting later in the morning and it had been some time since his last treatment and the tingles were returning. His dilemma of conscience was returning as to what he should do. He knew Linda would get cross at him for not just getting what he needed, but he still felt wrong about doing this with relative strangers. Admitting to himself that his resolve on this issue was.