"Susan started to say something but he put one of his big fingers across her mouth in a silence gesture. He did it in a gentle, caring way."Let me fin...sh. This isn't easy to explain so let me finish. OK?" he asked.Susan nodded her head against his chest. Their stools had turned toward each other and her arms were around Bill. Her head was flat against his chest. She could hear his words but could feel them rumble out of his chest too. It felt good with his arms around her.He took another deep. "The older man nodded, then stroked Mariah's hand. She caught her breath as a tingle ran through her, making her feel alive, truly alive, for the first time in ages. It wasn't a sexual tingle at all—Mr. Snow was old enough to be her grandfather!—but it nudged her heart and soul to life in a different way."Eat up, Mariah. Then, go home. You're exhausted, my dear." Nik's voice was soft and gentle. He put a heaping plate on the table in front of her. "When you're done, we'll share a cab. I don't. The table I had reserved for us was between two booths and was tucked in the back away from the main room. The room was dimly lit and full of shadows, I think restaurants do this to create ambiance but it wasn’t going to matter tonight. Our waiter escorted us to the table and I took the seat next to you tucked up against the wall and kept my coat on. When you sat down your body was perfectly placed and blocked the view of me from the main room. Waiting until after we had ordered our drinks,. And she said . “bhaiya kise ha bolu. I said kise v kro sex to mere saath hi krna h. She smiled and said. ” humne avi tk kbhi sexNhi kiya h. Ok na.” I said. Avi krte he. She said pagal ho kya. Bagal vaali aunty dekh legi. Then we just kissed and I went home.Then uaka posting aa gya. I was dam sad. Once her mom went to their hometown and she was here alone . She used to come to my home to have lunch. My mom would b at office and my sis used to go to coaching. Bt riya olso went with her. As she.