There were sail boats on the lake that moved gracefully and I found myself holding his hand as we walked in the grown dusk of the day back toward my c...bin.With the drinks I had had before, and the wine we had consumed with the meal, I was a little tipsy, and when I get tipsy, well… I get horny. And as we walked back, some of the time just in silence, I found myself wondering what it would be like to have Brad come in. I wondered what his lips would taste like, what it would feel like to have. 10:00 Don't know what's the matter with me! I ought to be happy, I suppose, with a reliable boyfriend like Ed, and with the soul-mate I have found in Rose. Instead, I decided to go down to the mall with Angie and Marie. Angie is very successful with boys. She is strangely attractive, even though she doesn't have good looks. I find it hard to understand. She often seems to end up down at her Aunt's nipa hut, which is down near the beach, and then coming home hours later with her knickers in her. ”At first the boy looked upset then with a sincere look and tone he said, “Sorry I didn’t mean to offend you. I just tried to show my gratitude.”“If you really want to show gratitude, then let go of my other hand that you haven’t attacked yet. And tell me your name. Do we know one another I swear I know you from someplace.” said Joni.The boy had grabbed Joni’s hand that he had kissed and cleaned it with what Joni could only assume was hand sanitizer.“My name? Well it is Lee. But you can call me. Looking at her through the doorway, my thoughts drifted back to our house in Indiana when I was young. I remembered lying on my bed in my bedroom, which was next to the living room, and listening to my mother talk with her friends about 'grownup stuff'. Did Saralinda feel like that now, as she pretended not to be listening to us?This was grownup stuff. Joanne was a good friend, a close friend, and I was about to have to say goodbye to her. It's not like I'd never see her again, but it would.