No one has seen me for years, I belong to Johnny completely now. I know it is time to write my story, I know that soon he will finish with me and my...life will be over, it doesn't matter that no one understands this, but I welcome that ultimate moment of release and I am ready. Last night we came so close to the end, my own sick pleasure almost sent him over the edge. Last night I lay in the bathtub, unable to keep myself from shivering but trying to keep my face so very still, doing. I tried to hold on to the bedas it shook and bounced all over the room. I turned over trying to grabthe mattress just to hold on for dear life. I couldn't even do that verywell - my breasts were in my way. My god, they were in my way and theywere huge now - huge like actual cow udders, so big and moving all aroundwith earthquake shocks that they were knocking my arms around as I triedto hold on to the mattress. The next shock from the bed boosted me intothe air and I landed on my back. The. Two more cloths pins came into place on the hard nipples; making her gasp yet again. Then I light the candle; slowly allowing drops of wax to fall on her breasts and tummy. Coming closer down to her wet pussy, her breath coming in fast gasps as the sensations hit her, I took another ice cube and traced it along her swollen clit, the wax still dripping onto her. I could see her pussy clench and unclench as each new sensation touched her. I blew out the candle and quickly popped the clamps off. Jerry told me about it; I didn't feel comfortable with it but I did let it go.This is what he told me:I was on the night duty shift when my partner and I pulled a car over for driving erratically. I got out and walked over to the driver's window. Wayne, my partner, circled around the back right of the car and put his hand on his gun.I told the driver, an older man that looked kind of seedy and twitched like he was high on something, "Put your hands on the steering wheel! Now get out slowly....