The next couple hours were a mix of 2-3 more orgasms (I couldn’t keep track, I was out of it) and a lot more crying, thank god for soundproof walls.... Around 10:30 my girlfriend got home and walked in the door to see me slouched on the dildo, a crying mess. She slowly walked over to me, her still being horny thinking that it was any other saturday night. As she untied me and hauled me off the sybian I was overwhelmed with calmness and no more full pussy feeling. After asking if I was ok, she let. Not anymore. I was becoming more than just self-conscious as one after the other eyed me as if I were an alien, picked up their handbags and scurried off the floor leaving me jigging around like Billy No-mates. Trying not to get discouraged I turned around after abandonment by two girls to find three more in a little circle so I went with it, strutting my stuff. A few giggles told me I was wasting my time then the music stopped and suddenly I felt awkward, do I go or do I stay, funnily that. If only Anatoly could stretch out his arm and grasp the slippery idea ... and suddenly it is in his hand, but actually in his mind. How simple! How slow of him not to see it before! Why not merely acquire a controlling interest in NHCE-Skandia, or “New Skandia” as they style themselves now? He would, by slow and silent degrees, build up his ownership of the company and then merge it into his own engineering interests. At that point, he would be Joseph McEwan’s employer. Joseph and other staff. I knew I had to do something to help her. Short of remaining thisgirl and dating Raymond, I just wished I knew what I could do."Maybe if you just took another look at yourself in the mirror,"suggested Elysia with another of those wonderful beguiling smilesof hers. "Maybe if you do that, then you'll change your mind aboutremaining a girl until after your date with Raymond ends."I doubted any of those things would ever happen in my lifetime.Although Elysia was still trying to get me to accept.