" She chuckled, and squirmed her full bottom from side to side over Ray's trapped erection. "But you've been nicer than you had to be, and I've seen w...ere your eyes have gone when you think I'm not looking. I think you're sweet, and Nina agrees with me."That was her second odd reference to the singer, and Ray would have asked about it had Marta not opened the top of her robe, presenting him with two large, dark-nippled breasts that begged for his attention. He was more than willing to do just. I decided I would assume that what she wanted was to feel as if I had power over her, that I was using her for pleasure and that she did not want abuse, or degradation, or pain (beyond, perhaps, some playful spanking). I pushed in slowly, all the way in, popping in to her throat again. I reached down, held her head in place, and started to move slowly but forcefully in and out of her mouth.The look on her face was pure gratitude. Mine must have been a sight to behold too - the pleasure I was. ." Ja doch, Oma, bei meinem letzten Besuch." Man konnte bei deinem kurzen Besuch vieles h?ren. Muss wohl sehrst?rmisch gewesen sein." Na und? Wenigstens brauchte Siggi nur eine Nacht zur Erholung." Dann hat er bestimmt noch Reserven." Oma!" Hi, hi, hi..."Jeanie verf?llt kurz darauf ins Gr?beln und wird auf einmal still."Jeanie, Kind, was ist auf einmal los? Du bist so nachdenklich geworden." Mam, ich finde es gemein, dass dieser indiskrete geldgierigeSesselfurzer der vertrauliche Informationen. In fact I don't think I was ever at the dump, but hopefully that would not be something the police would be checking on.As I walked to my car I thought about Mrs. Gilman's feelings. Was it better to lose your child suddenly, or to know for months or years that she'd be dying? I shook my head violently. Neither alternative was easy to contemplate even in the abstract; when connected to real people I knew and liked, it became unbearable.Cathy was getting better, seemingly by the day, and it was.