It was my fault." Jason shook his head violently, but I stared at him until he relaxed. I didn't want him getting in more trouble than was necessary.I...explained everything to Dad then. The Program, how I'd been feeling about Jason... what had gone on at the middle school the day before... everything. He seemed surprised to hear about the middle school, realizing that Samantha would have been present. I didn't leave anything out about Jason and I, and finally ran out of things to say and sat. Women far older than he had thought him cute, while girls his own age had been attracted to him. He could remember many times when girls would offer him flowers for kisses when he was very young. When he was eleven he had easily seduced his fifteen year old babysitter. David had sex with her right on the living room couch. His mother had never suspected a thing as the two of them had been very careful. His mother eventually decided David didn't need a babysitter anymore and stopped calling. Me is waqt 18 sal ka hoon ye waqia aj se do sal pehle ka hai jab me 16 sal ka tha aur matric ker chuka tha.meri behen mujh se 3 sal badi hai us waqt wo 19 sal ki thi aur micro biology me honours ker rahi thi.meri behen bilkul manisha lambha jesi hai same hieght,same complexion,same figure(approx).meri height us se zyada hai is liye me us ka bada bhai lagta hn.Mene apni behen ko kabhi sex ki nazar se nahi dekha tha.aur na hi meri dil me us k sath sex ki koi fantasy thi.un dino ek film. I did one day. I said. "Sit down."I don't know why I said it. It just came out. We were so pathetic. The whole thing was so pathetic. He reluctantly sat down and we sat in silence while I ate the apple he had given me.When he got up to leave he said. "See you tomorrow." The next day I went and sat beside him and so began a few months of sitting together eating our lunch, occasionally saying things to each other but never having an actual conversation. Our first conversation was about our future.