I love pain and danger yet I feel incapable of love and innocence. My life is a shadow of anger — I'm drowning in rage and disgust for myself. My en...ire being is an imposition.Water: an undeniably relaxing element. When I feel it swish against me at the beach, when it knocks me under it's surface with powerful surges and when it falls relentlessly from the sky I feel calm — as if my problems have disappeared if only for the moment. However, I know that my element is it's opposite- FIRE. I. "I thought it was. Your friend has told us all about you." She has?" Yeah. I've been having quite the text exchange this morning."I checked my cell again. Nothing. How was she doing the text messages?Unless this was proof she could access other cells. No. No way. Thependulem in my mind was swinging back again. This couldn't be real. Aperiod tracker app couldn't be doing all this. It had to be a prankthat had gone horribly wrong when Andrea Martin died in the caraccident. But why continue if. . . Friday is a thing I'm not invited to and Cindy is showing up. Out of the blue my roommate tells me he's staying in town this weekend. Holy Shit! I tell Cindy when she gets here and she says "Let's get a room." She has a car now (I think she's 16?) I don't know where she got it. I don't wanna know where the money comes from. We pack up our stuff (without roommate seeing all the weird shit like dildos and lingerie) and go."Let's invite Christine to come and play with us!" Heck Ya!"I get her. That’s all we need. Just keep them from looking back at Cassie.” Madison’s mind was racing as she stared at the three men glaring at her and Ann. And just how should she distract them? Her mind laughed as she thought of the obvious. Madisonquickly unbuckled and unzipped her jeans, and then when she was sure she had the three men’s attention, she turned around and pulled down both her jeans and panties, mooning the men in the corridor.She turned around and faced them, her jeans at her ankles,.