March 7, 2007Dear Diary,I have put off writing for three weeks while I step back from this brink of lust and wonderment called 'Sir'. Is he teasing me...or am I the one? Each week Sir has found fault with my dance and taken me to task. At first he did so privately in his office and my punishment changed, each time growing more surreal than the last ... almost, no kidding, I felt as if I were in a trance and the real room was but an open air stage where I carried out some role I had learned deep. I had one of the guys go and get our blanket and get the tree stump ready for some good fucking, while I dropped to my knees and warmed up the 2 other guys with some quick throat action. If my husband was watching, I wanted to give him a good show. After only about 1 minute I felt it was time to move over to the tree for the fucking to begin. I walked over with all 3 guys standing by me being as helpful as possible. I touched the blanket that was over the tree stump and it was still damp. We needed to rest and try and setup some kind of plan. Our night vision was an advantage in the dark but not knowing where we were going or how many bad guys made it too much of a risk. The boss man was giving us a lot of information but I was worried how reliable it was.[Amanda]An old man in medical scrubs and a white clinical jacket came in with a couple of females also in medical scrubs. He began talking to the group up in the observation area explaining exactly what he was about to do to. He gave his cock a few tugs and said, "Well, you going to suck it or what?"My nerves almost got the better of me, but I steadied myself and reached over to touch his cock. Wow, it was so hard! The funny thing was it was also so soft and warm. I stroked my hand up his shaft and back down to the base and Mike let out a soft moan. That was all I needed to put any reservations aside for the moment. I adjusted myself in my seat a bit to get a better angle and began jacking Mike off. After a.