No matter. Her legs were not spread all that wide, but I pushed her thighs apart enough to press the tip to her snatch and start sliding it in. This k...ife was barely sharp enough to scratch the skin, but once it was inside her I did see a tiny bit of blood coming out. Fake or not, it had to hurt like bloody murder to poor Carrie. She was staring down with her eyes wide and teary. Her whole body had tensed up. I pushed it all the way into her and then left it in place. Her fleshy thighs would. I await God's will.There were several empty pages in the journal at this point. Whether Nellie planned to write more and to fill the pages with more information on the subject would ever remain a mystery. I looked at Mom and Sarah to see their reaction to what I had just read. Both were staring straight ahead and I knew they were with Nellie as she went through her actions to hide what she had done. Apparently she thought at some point she would have to answer here on earth, but wanted to put. Then let's get started". I told her to get on her knees and look up at me. I wanted to see her face - her eyes as she looked up to me waiting for her next instruction.I feel my dick straining for relief against my black briefs. I'm becoming more and more turned on by thought of what the evening has in store. "Take them off - slowly" you tell her. I feel her hands caress my ass an then come around the front to let her hands touch the hard bulge in my briefs. She reaches for the band of the. Her eyes flashed open and tears welled. “No,” she whispered.“No, what, sweetheart?”“Get off me, please!” She struggled under him and almost succeeded in bucking him off.He pulled out and knelt up. “What’s wrong?” She ignored him and curled into a ball, her prayer barely audible over her tears.“Please, God, let me be barren!”Without a word, he eased himself out of their bedroll and let her cry herself to sleep.A rough hand shook her awake and she sat up, wiping sand from her eyes. Caleb was.