I think the judge will have some leeway, and it seems realistic to think that Edi’s having beaten and threatened you might have some effect on the o...tcome of the divorce. Kei, I know that you want this over with, but please, don’t let him intimidate you into concessions that will stress your finances for years to come, and remember ... you are not in this thing alone.”Diana could see that Kei was terrified of her husband, and the Queen worried that Kei would give Edi everything he asked just to. Well, the money's good. And I could use it right about now." Yeah, I skipped over that. I had told her that the web site had public, free, videos for download, and better, more interesting, videos for paid download. The "slave" got half the proceeds from the downloads. Sorry about that, my bad."But the main reason," she went on, "is that I'd really like to try giving control over to someone else. Work requires me to be ever on top of things. To be making decisions, taking charge. Just once I'd. I said noooo. I had no idea. he told me to relax, just enjoy my drink and you will be fine. my friend said to me, no one will force you to do anything you don't want to do. my head was spinning, because of the drinks and what I had witnessed. we all continued to talk and stupidly I continued to drink. after a while I ha to go again. my friend accompanied me again. I went to a stall this time and peed in there. when I turned around with my pants still down, my friend was right there. he pushed. But she’d called mine. She had her eyes closed, her lips parted to yield anticipatory breaths in pairs of two. One shallow, then one deep, the exhalation of air through her nostrils seeming to decompress the tension within her. I looked at my palsying hand, and took one shallow breath, then one deep. Letting both breaths out in succession, I felt the anxiety ebb from me. I was in control. “I think I’m going to make a new rule to our little game.” I said, withdrawing the knife, “If I’m letting.