I gave her a tour of my apartment that led straight to my bedroom and I made a real gamble by kissing her at the foot of my bed with no warning. She a...most pulled away, but then she embraced me and we fell onto my bed while I helped her breasts out of her shirt. They bounced out and she moaned when my mouth found its way to her left nipple. Once I knew she was willing, I took my time worshiping her perfect body. I think I licked every inch of her before finally centering my attention on her. ."She giggled and started walking, turning back just long enough to ask,"Well aren't you coming?"I just groaned and started to follow her, while her books weren't allthat heavy it was too heavy for me to carry with one arm, so I quicklygrabbed them with both carrying them low in front of me. After a fewmoments of walking like that I looked down and the way I was holdingthem with my arms slightly forward was causing my puffy chest to look alittle like small boobs under my shirt. Afraid she would. So what was his problem?As soon as he asked himself the question, it was obvious, and just made him mad at himself.He wished it was him in there with her.He rolled his eyes at himself. After so long trying to shed his feelings for Jack, trying to let go, trying not to care, all it took was hearing her moan once and suddenly he was all tangled up again. He wanted her. He hated wanting her. He felt like an idiot.Then he heard another moan of female pleasure. Lower. Throatier.Bella.Was she in. I also prayed for Meri. I hoped that she would find somewhere that she would be happy.It was late when I called it a night. I dreamed of being frozen in place, with Chandra tugging me in one direction, and Megan tugging me in the other, It was a strange dream.The predawn light was just streaming through my window when a wake-up knock came to my door. I thanked Miss Lori and washed up and dressed. Breakfast was perfunctory, and when I exited there was a carriage waiting for Lady Megan, for some.