I am not too concerned with the cost as long as it is reasonable for the solution you would be providing. While I have no reason to believe that there...is a problem at the center I feel that everyday that I am not protected is a great risk. If there is a problem I want to know before it gets out of control. Can you do this?" Well, I will certainly give it a try. It will take a week to design it and I will have to get access to the center when no one else is there so I can figure out how to. Thanks for talking to me. I was nervous because, uh, I don't know how to really feel about it, I guess. It really surprised me, what she said." "Just do what she said and treat her the same as always," he said, reaching across and patting my shoulder. "Remember you both are still only twelve and have a very long way to go."Gradually I pushed that conversation in the mudroom to the back of my mind and didn't think about it anymore. I continued my paper route, with Tabby still waking upright. I want to have his babies and I tryto excite him into making a baby with me whenever Ican, but still no child has come.The doctor says that my body is okay, but that maybewhen I was growing up I was subjected to some toxinthat made me sterile. The doctor is a very smart man,but I still try to make a baby with John whenever Ican.I am an unusual Thai girl. Or maybe I should say myfamily is unusual, because I have a twin sister. Hername is Manu and she was jealous of me when I metJohn. She tried. It was early March and my home town was covered with snow and ice cold. In Sitges spring had already started. It predicted lots of sun, nice temperatures and no wind. Something to look forward to. After a short flight I landed in Barcelona and took a taxi to Sitges. The country side was not very interesting, but the sun was shining and I was feeling OK. As usual I was late in booking the venue hotel and it was full when I tried. I settled for another small hotel in walking distance of the.