She was sleeping flat on her back with one hand over her forehead. I went close to her. My heart was pounding. With great courage I bent down and star...ed kissing her neck and softly pressing her boobs over her blouse. This move made her wake up suddenly in shock. She got up from her bed. She was abt to shout but I kept my hand over her mouth. She asked in astonishment that what are you doing. I said calm down pls. let us do this (sex) and enjoy. But she refused. I requested and plead. I told. ’ He turned her to face him and looked deep into her eyes: ‘Rest and recover from your fast. Probe any little thing you are moved to explore, but do not seek to increase your knowledge greatly. Gathering strength for the Vigil is more important. Remember what I’ve said, and you will be ready. If you reflect on the Vigil, it will show you what you need to do. I will know what you’re doing, but I may not help you: you must keep it entirely yourself. If you see the sunrise, all will become clear.’. ” Will said. Maria kissed his forehead and returned to the house. Thursday started a little bit better for Will. Ms. Lewis was sick that day, and Rachel kept away from Brook simply glaring madly at her from the corner. However first hour history was slightly awkward, as Mr. Forest gave him a strange look as he entered his classroom.“Uhhh...how’s it goin’...Will? Haven't seen you in awhile?”“Yeah, hi, Mr. Forest...do you mind if we dont-”“Yeah we don’t have to talk about it.”“Guys, guess what!”. "I'm not that way, though," Brandi said, pointedly. "People think, you know, because we focus so much on body sculpture, on appearance, on narcissism, you know, that we're all dykes. But it's not true." She smiled at Laura, but firmly, as if to set things straight. "I'm not. I'm not one."Laura was stunned with embarrassment. Does she think I'm a lesbian? she wondered. Despite her lengthy affairs with Karen and Rina, Laura still didn't think of herself as one."I... my boyfriend Ken invited me.