"I'm sorry it made you feel uncomfortable. I had no idea what I had done wrong. I could have explained if you had asked," he said."I know."How had he ...ade it to eighteen years old and remained this naïve?"I'm not saying it was your responsibility to ask. When you feel a visceral response to something, you just react. You don't stop to analyze it. I'm just saying I did it for a reason. I'm sorry it made you feel bad." Visceral? Do you always talk like that? Sometimes you sound like a. Shanthi decided that since I was young and smart and she always used to like me, t is better to sleep with me then sleep with those ugly fat managers and resigned herself to be fucked by me Shanthi suddenly turned towards me and gave me a strong kiss on my lips and told I am all yours from now. I was happy in scoring bulls eye in such as short time always thought that sometimes being direct gives you best results and pitied her ex boss for missing the opportunity to fuck Shanthi.I then asked. She asked my name and my family. She knows my family as my father is a doctor. He is known for his occupation.I started asking her name she replied, “Sushmita!” I said, “Nice name.” She smiled and started seeing her Instagram feed. Again I started asking about her husband he is a government official. And the day ends there nothing happened just because of my shyness! I’m weak at building conversations.After some days the same situation repeated where she sat next to my bench. She watching her. .. I'm into research on pharmaceutical safety. I review documentation on testing trying to make sure all the proper steps are followed and the data is thoroughly examined. No shortcuts ... that sort of thing. Boring, huh?" he smiled."Maybe to say it, but it is important. I often wondered if my husband was given the right prescription or the right dosages." I heard about him. I'm very sorry for your loss." Thank you ... but, how did you hear?" My mother. She kept me informed on local affairs.