I called Tanya and asked her to meet me for lunch the next day and not let Mandy know. She asked why Mandy couldn't know and I told her that Mandy's b...rthday was coming up and I was working on a surprise party. Tanya met me at Mario's and as soon as we had ordered and the waitress had gone I asked:"When you and Mandy go out on your girls nights out what is Mandy's favorite place?" What girls night out Rob? Mandy and I haven't gone out since I moved into my new apartment."Well, I had wanted. What if I am not what he wants? *********************************************** TODAY IS THE DAY!!! I looked over at the clock and felt my heart stop. He was supposed to be here in three hours. I needed to finish getting ready. I had already showered and picked up my outfit. I decided to wear a black shirt, with black leggings beneath, and a pair of knee high dark grey boots, to match my dark grey tank top. I then through on a red sweater over my tank top and that was that. It was the make up. I screamed as the pleasure was immaculate, yet horrifying. It was something I had never felt before, and yet.. despite how much I hated the fact that I was tied up and lost my manhood, I couldn’t help but accept the pleasure I was experiencing! I couldn’t stop myself from moaning as she prodded my insides with her fingers. Her fingers felt so warm as they pushed deep inside of me, and as they squirmed around within me, I could feel them gently yet pleasurably stretching my insides out. While a. .. THIS!", she said gesticulating up and down at her "look", "THIS was supposed to show the world and God that I was unhappy with everything. It never occurred to me that no one would care. Save me Robbie, help me get my life back."I didn't know what to say. I don't which of the words I said to her made her stop and look in life's mirror to see what she had done to herself. I suspect being trapped and thinking of her mortality was the impetus. I'm sure seeing me and reminding her of when she at.