But thatturned into flirting, and that led to men asking me out, and that led totemptation. Still, I stayed loyal to the memory of Terry. Because ofso...e sense of morality, I refused to have sex. Still, I had vagina droolall day long.Why did I deny myself? I didn't need permission, did I? I was the alphain the house. There were men for the taking. Besides, this had all beenTheresa's doing. I could screw around if I wanted, and if Theresa didn'tlike it, well, she could lick me and shut up. I read. At the end of each day we were so exhausted, that we just collapsed on to the bed and fell into a deep sleep. We left Jane to prepare the meals and keep the family home running.The best thing that happened was that Hild was teaching me her language a bit better than I was teaching her mine. She was a good teacher and every day my confidence grew as well as my vocabulary.Eventually we had it all cleared out with nice square edges and the floor area nice and level. At times we struggled, removing. She suddenly turn 180 degree , such that her ass seems to be grinding on my dick , as she was wearing a skin tight jeans , my dick had sudden erection, she seems to be enjoying it , she push her ass, causing my dick to become almost tent pole.I now leans toward her and in an husky voice said ” seems to enjoy that ” she said shh don’t talk , just go with the flow , by the time the metro had reached the C.P. , we two get out of metro along with hundreds of people , and as we reached the gate of. So I figured that after this summer vacation I would go back to masturbating.It was difficult to come home and not getting the release I needed. But I worked "hard" on getting as much release as I could. School was no better, lot of comments, and rumors about me. Lisa would smile and laugh when she heard my nickname. Lisa told me a couple of times that she would like to do "homework" with me, but our schedules never lined up. I started to have pain in my testicles more and more. It was so bad.