But the tingling crawling from my neck over my spine into my nether reaches also stemmed from a different kind of nervousness. Some part of me was act...ally looking forward to this - to the danger, to the taboo, to the kinkyness. Of course, at this point I was telling myself that this part of me was journalistic instinct - the hunger for a good story.Underneath a thin satin blouse and a lacy bra, my perky chest was heaving considerably, and my nipples were pushing against the fabric quite. I told her that I will pick u from tennis court . I have my own bike Bajaj avenger as we decided I picked her from tennis court she sat back of mine and we went while going she was maintaining distance between us as it was our new love . On the way she was continuously saying I love you and I also replied to her with positive , atlast we reached der @ inox and I got 2 tickets luckily we got corner seats and the movie started while watching movie she was holding my hand der were current feelings. Her face is close to mine, her bright blue eyes sparkle when she smiles, her pink lips look soft and I imagine myself leaning in and tasting them on mine. I realize I have my eyes closed and open them to see Margret just staring at me. It wasn't in my head, I actually kissed her.I can't think of anything to say, I'm so embarrassed. I turn to run away but Margret grabs my arm before I can. "Why did you do that? Why did you kiss me?" She is just looking at me, I don't know what to say; how to. She had a strong belief that sex was for procreation, and after our two children were born, she had no use for it. So needless to say, it sometimes caused a lot of strife in our marriage. She even threatened to leave me once for looking at another woman. I sincerely loved her and accepted that this what my life was going to be. But then something happened that leveled all of that.I had noticed, that on a few occasions, that she seemed to have trouble closing one of the lower drawers on her.