The casualties of this war became the enemy. The victims were the survivors and that guilt clung to them all. They had all learned how to deal with fe...r and physical pain, even welcome them as they dulled the guilt and the pain of loss. Safety, intimacy were much harder to bear, they gave time to think, time to remember, time for the guilt. Helen was adamant, ‘I saved your life. This is my price’ Jex grabbed Helen’s strawberry blonde mane. Helen made no attempt to resist or escape. There was. Now armed with a screen name of her own and an unfinished profile, she rejoins the room and its light banter and easy conversation. She feels more confident because she now has a name of her own to hide behind. She has become KandiKan2… Kandi’s profile only says: blonde w/green eyes ~~ 5’5′ 125lbs ~~ married ~~ new to cyber land… Kandi returns to the room and types ’35 f Mississippi… Hello room’ and receives five IM’s but she does not answer any of them because she knows she shouldn’t feel bad. That way I don't have to dribble water all over the floor coming to the door."His eyes light up and he smiles devilishly. Under his breath he utters, "Maybe she'll let me join her in the shower." Oh fuck, his cock was getting hard again."He gets the shampoo, and then returns to the bathroom with it. After knocking on the door, he slowly opens it, steps inside and set the bottle on the table next to the shower.After placing it down, Mandy peaked out from behind the shower curtain, and yells,. I was like a scared rabbit when I first went to the booths. I actually staked the place out a few weeks ahead of time, coming in to just buy porn. My very first booth was one right in front in the front aisle, which by the way was only for straight porn. That was fine at first. I found some blowjob video with a hot blonde and I blew my load on the floor and left. I felt weirdly guilty jacking off in there but I'd get courage and sperm built up and go back many times. I started acting really.