" "HEY! I am NOT a girl!" "Yet," she said through a big grin. Heinstantly looked down and she reached over into his lap and said, "I'llmake it worth y...ur while - I promise." He looked back up and smiled andsaid, "Okay then."They walked into Jenny's bedroom and she was instantly the aggressor.She laid a big kiss on him and was stripping his clothes at the sametime. She threw him backward on the bed and leaped on him. He held hishands up to catch her and she silently noticed his fingers were. A minute later, the humming went away and the dizziness and confusionslowly began to recede as well. However it didn't go away nearly as fastas the last time and I felt a strange sense of conflict inside my ownhead."Just relax," Dr. Kuniwe told us. "Your minds are just integrating thenew information."I closed my eyes and took several deep breaths, amazed when suddenflashes of memory came to mind. These were memories that weren't myown...or at least hadn't been before now.A memory of learning. With a sigh of begrudging acceptance, he allowed himself to be helped inside.Carol had watched Tony like a hawk ever since he’d had problems getting out of the SUV. He wasn’t moving well and none of the jauntiness his step usually held was visible. He moved like an old, old man and that realization speared her chest, a huge icicle of fear and sorrow. She barely noticed anything about the lodge itself, and the staff, dressed in their Christmas best, only came to her attention when she asked. In retrospect, I wonder how many men, and women, would say the same about their lives. The majority? Everybody? I brought Gaynor’s message back up and stared again at her photograph. Oh Gaynor, Gaynor, what a waste. What might have been, eh? She was only twenty-two, three years younger than me, when we parted. Oh, we saw each a few times for another year or so but, really, once I moved north, that was it. I was chasing a career: ambitious, determined, strong-willed and ready to rule the world..