She went to kitchen to keep the food and brought some water for me. I was sitting on couch. When she brought water for me I was starting at her boobs....I can see her nipples as she was not wearing bra. I kept on starting at her seconds for few seconds until she noticed me.Then immediately she turn around and got her dupatta to hide her boobs. I drank the water and gave glass back to her. She turned around and went to kitchen.As soon as she reached kitchen. I went at back of her and caught her. I was very happy here with my books and musicand I used, regularly, to visit the theatres and concert halls with whichLondon abounds. Then Mummy became ill. She was diagnosed with a terminalcancer. Naturally as her only child I returned home to live so that Icould care for her. I was able to continue with my work as I was onlyswapping my commute from one side of London to the other. What littlesocial life I had, however, ceased almost entirely. Evenings were spentwith Mummy cooking, cleaning. Aleila, are you in there? Who is this with you? Aleila, areyou fine? Aleila?" Please I need to get out of here." No, you are not. Let me handle this. Stay in here. I?ll talk to her."Again the banging at the door."Open up or I call the police. What is going on in there?" Mom, everything is fine. I?ll come out ok?"I stepped behind the door and Aleila openend it and went out closingthe door behind her."Who was that? Where is she? What are you doing?" Hi Mom. Nice to see you. I know you have a key. In fact, Julie had loved hearing Trish's account of the evening thosetwo had had together. She was happy that Trish was taken with Suzannetoo. Some nights Suzanne would stay over. Oftentimes, they'd lie naked,talking. Julie's questions made Suzanne introspective. She'd rethinkold things and consider new things she'd never thought of before. Juliemade her whisper thoughts and dreams. Suzanne was creating a new past and present. Sometimes she'd simplyreplace herself with 'him,' thinking.