" Devlin followed one guy. "However the guys are topless, and their trunks don't hide much."Krissi nodded. "Yeah, some good is coming out of this." Ha...d to believe my suit is conservative," Devlin said, looking at two women standing a few feet away. "And this is the most daring suit I have." You should spend some time on a European beach," Krissi said, laughing softly. "Come on, let's find some sand and relax."The next day they flew home. They had a layover in Chicago. Devlin had worn her sun. After months of being rejected by seemingly every single woman in the tri-county area, I needed something to kill my loneliness.I pulled the yellow cord below the window to signal the driver to pull over. As the bus came to a stop I pulled myself out of my seat, struggling to put one foot in front of the other. I stumbled down the steps and collapsed against the bus stop sign, my stomach churning. 'I must've had too much tonight' I thought to myself. Using the sign as support I managed to get. I’d not felt its influence much since I’d met Sue and started out on our happy journey together. It was a voice within my head telling me to live for today and hang the consequences. Let tomorrow look after tomorrow, grab the pleasures that were on offer today. It was a voice of self-destructive short-termism, a voice that every addict the world over knows.Part of me tried to fight and deny this voice, but something in my make-up allowed that voice to grow stronger and stronger, until I knew. In the dealers' workroom, I stripped naked so I could change into a uniform in front of most of my future coworkers. Then during my audition, I had to strip my top off and deal bare-breasted with several of my bosses at my game. After that, Elliot the HR boss walked me topless through the halls again and I let him and two of my table games bosses play with my pussy. Finally, two co-workers named Hailey and Corey got me cleaned up and back in my street clothes. On the way to their.