I felt sorry that she had to go through all this just to watch a simple porn movie. I said I will sit outside and you go and watch peacefully. she loo...ed bit relieved at my words as it was obvious she couldn’t watch such a movie in my presence.I put with my pack of cigarettes and she went in and closed the doors, I said don’t bolt as I may need to use the bathroom and she agreed. After about fifteen minutes and finishing two fags I felt like using the bathroom and also the mosquitoes were. I knew the difference between masturbation and this lustful, gut drenching sexual hunger I had. Masturbation is something to help with the strain and stress and the natural sexual desires we all have once and a while. What I have is not normal; it is not the natural sexual desires. And for that I am ashamed. After I climax, I want to hide, to hang my head in shame. I vowed to never have sex. Yet, I long for the feel of it, I long for the moment I will ever experience what it will be to have sex. No clue whatsoever.” Other than the fact that he had determined with his own eyes that she had a great ass, he knew nothing about this lovely woman’s personal life. He thought to himself, “The only reason I know she has a great ass is because she has one pants outfit that she wears from time to time and the pants fit her like a glove.” When she wore those pants his mind went crazy. The good news was that she seldom wore them, saving him time building fantasies. While backing out of his parking. ” He answered.Tiffany then headed upstairs and into Sarah’s bedroom where Sarah was sat on the bed with her long term boyfriend Luke Baines. Tiffany was quite glad to see Luke there as he was a street wise twenty year old who was a fanatic boxer, he was a little rough around the edges but his heart was in the right place and adored Sarah. Knowing that he was there made Tiffany feel that Sarah and her father were that little bit safer.A visibly distressed Sarah said. “I told you dad looked worse.