He removes his shorts and I see a large bulge barely concealed in his boxers. Id heard of guys getting boners, but damn! My head roars with thoughts, ...ntentions now made fully clear. Im really not ready and I dread the shame I could feel, but my body is aching for more. My heart betrays me, leaping for Jay to take me, but I want to hold back. Despite my ongoing torment and reluctance, every physical part of me is saying yes. But then, I feel the decision isnt mine. Jay removes his boxers,. I know you can’t appreciate this, but I’d never felt that before – here I am at age thirty-eight.“If we’d just had sex, it’d have been empty, the way all my interactions with Miles had been, and I include all the things that he had me do with the other people. They were vapid and hollow compared to what we did last night and this morning.Love gave the sex that we had depth, meaning, reason, and justification. I want to do it over and over again with you ... and with Dale.”“Watching him with. The three of us danced around the living room to some cheesy music and continued drinking. My early thoughts almost forgotten. As the night wore on we decided we would all sleep down stairs, Me on the sofa, and Brooke and Madison on the airbed on the floor. A proper sleep over. After so much drink I was feeling drowsy and was asleep within minutes of lying down. I dreamt of Brooke. She was there infront of me and was naked from the waist up. Her tits were right infront of my face and her dark. As he fingered my cunt he slowly started to open my legs further and further apart. He wanted to see how much I would let them men see of my cunt. I let him open me enough for them to see my pussy and to let him put his fingers in me and rub me. As with the last time we went every man around us had his cock out stroking it and when he started to play with my cunt, all the men started to play with themselves and jerking off. It was some sight, me having my pussy played with as my tits were.