." Delia responded ... but absently."Delia!"She started at his sharp tone and looked at him."Where are you, girl? I don't think you're here with me."S...e blushed. "I'm sorry. I've a lot on my mind right now." I can tell! Would you like to talk about it? Or perhaps you need to go and talk to Dulcie..."She cocked her head, obviously thinking hard, took a deep breath... "How do you feel about divorce?"Bert was taken aback. He didn't respond immediately, but after a few moment's thought, said, "Vows. On the way to town I turned to Jack and said "can we go on holiday I want to go to Spain and I want us to act like a real couple, like holding hands and kissing in public places okay?" "Yes of course princess we can book it today but it will have to be when your off school next month is that okay?" I smiled and nodded.We got to town and we went to the bank, he transferred the 50 grand in to my account and set up a direct debit for the 100 pound a week. Then off to the sex shop we went (I had to. It feels scary and weird and I gasp and whiny a little as he grazes his teeth across the lips. I start to pull away and his arms pin me down. He’s on me and he’s heavy and the hot hard thing is getting sticky and I feel sticky from all his slobber and I cry out for my mom and his hand is hard on my face. Tears are in my eyes but it’s all happening fast now and my body doesn’t feel fast it feels like a scary dream where I move too slow.My legs are open, something pressing against me, his beer. "If he's down, you know I'm down," I said.Paul just smiled, and I was kind of confused. I walked upstairs, with the boys behind me, so they could decide if they were down or not. When we walked in I sat in the corner of my sectional couch, making it easy for them both to get to me. Mike sat on the round chair on the other side of my coffee table, and Paul and I started cuddling. He started rubbing my ass when he asked if I was down, I told him that I was if Mike was. He guaranteed me Mike was.