Much like were happening right now.I need to figure out what is going on with me and Ted, he thought. Thisisn't natural. This isn't like us.It's not l...ke me anyways, he corrected as he remembered growing up withTed. Hindsight was 20/20 as he looked back on some of the things Tedwould do. He remembered catching Ted wearing their mom's pantyhose onewinter. Ted had said he was cold and Carl had just accepted it. Why wouldhis big brother lie to him?That's what hurt the most. Ted had this big secret. Off her personality. Her beauty, her elegance. She happened to be my best friend’s cousin. We both knew each other for the sake of it. There was no contact between us before. Although we did have some eye contacts and exchange of smiles, that was it.It was in these two-three days I was quite attracted to her. I also knew that she had the whole idea of me observing her these days. But she never gave away anything in return. All dressed up, I searched for her that day too. I thought of initiating. Ab wo mujhse daily phone par baat karti thi main bhi usse daily phone par baat karta tha. Main aur pooja ek dusre ko school me bhi apna lunch share karke khate the sablog hame dekh kar jalte the main pooja se bahut pyar karta tha. Aur pooja bhi mujhse bahut pyar karti thi main agar chahta to pooja ko hotel me le jakar chod deta lekin main pooja ko apne ghar chodna chahta tha. Kyuki main nahi chahta tha. Pooja ko hotel me chodna aur mujhe chudayi ka bahut man karta tha. Main ek din pooja ko apne. He thought back to the singular event that led up to this night. If hehadn't signed the contract for the play "Elliana", Nikki's Grandfatherwouldn't have felt it necessary to become involved with their life. Itwas regrettable that the "childhood friend" mentioned by Miss Jones,just happened to be his big brother John. It was even more regrettablethat Grandfather, became so fearful that the man married to Nikki, hisonly granddaughter, would have a sex change as his idolized big brotherhad,.