He looked at Claire’s escort. ‘Girl, be a good twat and leave us.’‘Yes, sir,’ said Girl, exiting.Did he just call her a twat? thought Claire...as she sat down. The walls of the room were immensely distracting. Each side of the room bore giant posters of naked collared women. Most were kneeling. Some appeared to have semen dripping from theirs lips, breasts or vaginas. Claire had come across porn before on the internet but she’d never looked at it for long. Here she had trouble looking anywhere. She knew he was watching every movement and wondered if he would follow. From the kitchen window, she saw him standing by the car with a look of total confusion on his face. She smiled as she saw him sigh and open the car door.He opened the envelope as soon as he got to the office. It read: "Honey, be home by four. Shower. Put on only the clothes on the bed. Directions to dinner are enclosed. Be there promptly at six. I love you."In the evenings, he watched her as she did the dishes or read to. "Hi Princess.", he said. Something feltslightly wrong when he kissed me and I put my hand up to wipe the kiss,but stopped halfway as I didn't want to hurt his feelings. Over the nextfew hours he and my mother helped me regain as much as I could of mymissing memories. My mother also taught me how to put on and take offmake-up, along with the basics of female hygiene so I didn't get aninfection. I learned amongst other things that I had been bullied at myold school for being geeky and so had. And on the contrast, a more feminine man must be a submissive bottom. And like at the gay clubs, if you are a bottom, you are often referred to as a slut and there is sometimes shaming there, comparing you to a woman because you take in a cock.So, there is an annoying division between gays when we should just focus on mutual sexual pleasure within our sex lives. Some are bottoms, some are tops, and some are versatile. And just because you start off one way, it doesn't mean that is your lot in.