I decided I would take Myrna's letter with me and read it on the island. I almost left it in the safe, but felt guilty because I hadn't taken the time...to read it yet. I thought I already knew part of what it said, but in all fairness to her, I knew I had to read it.We went back to the kitchen and Kat was the ultimate hostess as usual, offering the deputies their choices of beverages. I had a sudden hunch and called Jerry. When he answered, I asked him about the envelope from my grandfather that. The men decided to quit their jobs or take a leave of absence. Then they headed down south to Mississippi, to the poor black community where Johnny's niece Tanya lived with her sharecropper parents.The men met Tanya and her parents and they had a good talk with her. She was a pretty girl, much lighter than her parents. She had a swollen belly, carrying the baby that white rapists had implanted in her womb. They had reported the assault to the local Sheriff, although they knew that he was. I reached between my legs to wipe some of the moisture away, and saw Rita looking straight at me with a weird look in her eyes. "Fuck it," I thought, "I'm going to show that bitch." I danced my way over to her, grinding against random dancing people. I approached really close to her and danced next to her for a bit. She stopped dancing and closed her eyes, moving slightly away from me. "What's wrong," I asked, "don’t you like dancing with me? You don’t like me in general I think." She opened. It made the most sense for him to come to me, so that’s what we did. *************** The actual day for him to come has arrived, and I couldn't be any more excited. The nerves are there of course, but I suppose that is natural, I've never done this before. I wouldn't know. I pace the floor of the airport waiting area, waiting for them to announce that his flight is landing. A million and one thoughts run through my head. We had even talked about how we’d first be when we met, and now I can’t.