Her soft skin was awesome to feel and my palm felt her waist folds. While our lips were still locked, my fingers searched for her sexy hot navel. I lo...ated her navel and put my fingers inside to feel it and made circles with my fingers on her belly around her navel. I knew she loved it as she enjoyed navel playing on our first session before. We paused and took a breath. I then continued to kiss her lips again then went down to her neck.I went fully over her now and she was under me. I. I can't even remember her face, and I'm starting to forget her voice. I am a forty-year-old former Naval Officer, and I am stronger than this. I just need some time to be alone for a while. I'll keep writing in here, though because this does make me feel better.Nobody want's to hear me go on and on about the past. I can deal with her loss by myself. I'm just glad the kids aren't here to see me.Journal Entry Number Eight:Something's off, and I'm starting to get weirded out. The bright light I. Her bedside alarm clock had fallen off the dressing table, the rattling was the vibration of the clock bouncing on the laminate flooring where alarm and vibrate were both working. She picked it up and flicked the switch across to silence the clock with its red led lights showing the time in numerals. She could hear her rabbit vibrator buzzing in the drawer and as she turned that off too, realised that it was not plugged into the mains. How had a surge in the electrics started that off? Rachel,. I rub the back of my girlfriend. I put my hands under the vest to find something that I didn't suspect at first: she has a latex bra. I French kiss her once more. I begin to tear her vest, making big holes, from the little ones she did with the cigarettes she smokes very often. She is aroused by my tearing her vest.My daughter has managed to make me cum. I suck at the same time the latex bra of Ludivine. It has a great taste. I also like the contact of my tongue on it. I fill-up Isabelle's.