”“Good, because I don’t have any cream or any fancy stuff yet!” she laughed and turned around and handed me a steaming cup of coffee.“Where�...�s Ann?” I asked as I took a sip of the strong brew.“She is in the basement, doing some cleaning.” She took a sip of her cup, leaned back on the counter and said, “We need to talk.”“What about?”“I don’t think you have what it takes to be a Top and I know Ann does not have an ounce of ability in that direction. So I would like to propose to you first,. Kelly grabbed the vanity stool and placed it in the very small closet. I could barely sit there and close the slatted doors. Kelly wanted to make sure I could see the bed clearly and I could. I wanted to change clothes and get more comfortable because I knew I would be put through a lot of torture watching Jim and Kelly having sex. The only thing she would agree to was that I could take off the garter and stockings. So I sat there in my short skirt and blouse. I also knew that watching them. She wants to know if her sages were right, or full of it like she thinks."Carl and I looked at each other, the ramifications clear to both of us. The Lady of the Icon wanted me to take her outside so she could see the world! Another wave washed over me, and I knew I would be okay. "She will help me. She says it will be alright." Carl said nothing, but left the room for a moment, returning with the purse in one hand, the Icon in the other."I put your wallet in the purse Matthew. Take the. He got on top of me and thrust himself inside me. There was no foreplay and it hurt when he pushed himself in and started thrusting. It didn’t take long before he grunted and collapsed on me, and not long after he wiped himself clean and suggested I should perhaps go home as his parents would be back soon. The whole experience put me off sex and I didn’t have any more boyfriends after that.About three years later I was still without a boyfriend, and hadn’t taken any interest in boys (or girls).