But it was cringeworthy at the time. All these things are true but this tale from when I was just 18 has been told to no one.(hey it’s now going pub...ic)I had been been just a few weeks at work when I was befriended by Peter. He was a good 10 years older than me of German birth but living here for most of his life.we met at his hometown discuss a problem customer we had in common. Once done we had a couple of beers and the conversation came round to sex. I asked where Maria his wife was and he. All she wanted to do was cry at the horror of it. She didn't want to give anything up to these people. She kept her emotions carefully in check though, for Fitz's sake."Who were they, mommy?" Fitz asked curiously."No one you have to worry about," Heidi reassured him as much as she reassured herself."How about some ice cream?" Heidi put as much enthusiasm in her voice as she could manage. She glanced in the rearview mirror to see her Fitz bounce excitedly."Yeah, yeah," he agreed."Okay, let's. Suzy was sitting on the sofa stiff as a board with her knees together and her hands clasped on her lap, it was obvious she was nervous, “Ah, you must be Susan” Wanda asked seeing her so nervous.“Yes miss” she replied and Wanda could see she was apprehensive.I made some coffee while Wanda chatted with Suzy and it wasn’t long before they were having a giggle and I was so thankful that Suzy had opened up and relaxed.I brought the coffee over and sat in my recliner while Wanda made lots of notes. Katherine came walking out into the parking lot and met me, she walked near me and said, “Come on over here Petey.” She just kept on walking down the street till she turned down another street where a taxi was parked. I found out later that she had the cabbie waiting there so that no one would see her leaving with me. It was an odd ride to my house, we didn’t say much and sat on opposite sides of the cab until I paid the driver and we both got out.We hurried into my trailer, it was dark but.