Within moments his lips were on a tit. With a fleeting remembrance of him as a baby at my breast I realized he was no longer my baby but a young man. ...In only moments we were standing naked before each other. His member was standing tall like a mans&hellip,not larger, not smaller. Somehow I had thought it would appear different. I lay back on the bed opening myself to him and he stood looking at me. I had one more fleeting thought that I should stop this. Then my body gave me a little spasm. You know I wouldn't even think about being with another man." Miriam," he replied. "You know that's a lie. Several of those videos have made you quite the wildcat in bed. I saw the way that you looked at the Negro studs between the legs of those willing white wives. It's become more than just a fantasy with you."His wife blushed. She had experienced those dark desires for herself.It was several more weeks later after a special dinner out on the town and a couple of glasses of her favorite wine. We decided we will hit each and every store at the outlet killing time and just having fun. We were having a blast together joking and laughing and we both don’t remember the last time we had so much fun without any one whinnying and complaining. We had lost time having fun when we realized it was 3 am. We decided to call it quits and head to home before we end up having fights with our boring spouses. Before leaving we both exchanged our cell numbers and e-mail addresses. I walked her to her. The intoxication came back immediately and she had to braceherself once more. She found her clothes and got dressed and went backover the Ben still slumped over in the chair. She kissed him on the lipsand his eyes opened with a blank stare."Your going to get dressed and then tell everyone your sick and you needto go home. When you get there you are going to take the gun out of yourcloset, lay down in the bathtub, and shoot yourself in the head. Do youunderstand?"He simply nodded. And that's how.