I want to be a man again"!Louise ignored me, probably reasoning that if she didn't react to myoutbursts then eventually, I just might give up and acce...t my situation. Itwould be a long before I did that though."And did that girl Jackie, the one you told me about yesterday, talk to youagain?" she asked casually.I grunted my reply."Yeah - she asked me if I wanted to hang out with her over the weekend. Shesaid she could show me some of the sights around here. I told her no though,I said I had. "I wish I was there. I love watching you work."Lucy laughed at the comment. Although she knew it was true, she never understood what he found so interesting about her when she was working. She twitched her nose and twirled her hair thinking about the math with half her mind. She said, "I miss you, particularly at night." Same here. It is so lonely at night without you by my side," William said."I hope that Barbara is taking good care of you," Lucy said."She's doing a wonderful job. She's. I had bought it for him only yesterday, just to make sure that no one else would be dialling him. He was a good man - I knew that he'd come through for me.Once I got inside the door I saw a small staircase illuminated by just a dim light. It looked just like any other seedy little dive and I was almost disappointed that there was no one there to greet me as I started up the steps. It didn't remain that way though, for as I turned the corner at the top I saw a small hallway with yet another door. .. I wouldn’t.”“He’s going to come here and use your wife like a whore and then he will leave, until the next time he wants to use me. Besides he has that video.”“You saw Frank?”“How could I have not? At one point he was right in my face with his dammed phone. At some point they will all be here to fuck me.”“I can’t allow that.”She kisses me and says. “Let me know when you have a workable plan. For now I have a book that I’m very interested in.” and she picks up her Kindle and resumes reading.I.